Saturday, 13 October 2012

"I get it now... My words and my feelings are nothing to you... It's just like some random person's you see on the street and ignore. And you treat me like an outsider more and more. Is this the love you claim to have for me? Why... Why did you not tell me before... WHY?!" I screamed at my boyfriend just before I stormed out of the house. Hurt and sore. That's all I felt then. I just felt like an idiot who hot cheat on again and again. He doesn't think for me. He doesn't think about me. He only knows how to hurt me deep down to the core. I took in fresh air in the pretty little garden filled up by my boyfriend and I. I felt lost and... Alone...

I sat at the bench I always sat down on. The one beside this mysterious guy. He always manages to comfort me whenever I am down. Who is he... He seemed so familiar... Like I knew him right from the start... I loved the way he spoked. It was filled with warm and hope. And it always calms my nerves down. He seemed to be able to mind read... Like he knew everything...

This day I sat beside him once more. Suddenly, from his usual looking down position on the hard wooden bench, I saw his face. That clear, clean pure look from him. It made me so comfortable being near him... Like I knew from the start he would be my guardian angel sent from above. It struck me... It was Kyuhyun. My mind went blank. And things were flashing through my mind... The past. I saw it flashback again and again. Why... Why had I rejected Kyuhyun in the beginning for this bastard whom did not love me at all... Kyuhyun... Oppa wae...

I was glad... Kyuhyun had not thought about not loving me anymore. His undying love like the side of the circle which never ends. He was always hiding. Looking out for me and protecting me. That love of his... I cried... I saw, in his eyes were hatred and sadness. He took my head and placed it on his shoulder. "Don't cry~I'm always gonna be here for you~" with that, he hugged me and gave me a kiss. That moment seemed to last for eternity... That love, that I somehow felt would be between us... It has come true...

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